[Friday. November 24th, 2006. 7:09pm] [ mood | idk ] hmm idk. yesterday was kinda boring. i worked from 9-2:30. we were busy for ohhh idk maybe an hour and a half? yeah. it was boring. after work i came home and got ready. dave called to tell me happy thanksgiving. =] ended up talking to him for like an hour. i invited him to come to my aunt's house with me, but he was going to his aunt's house ... i was kinda disappointed. it was nice talking to him though. =] but anywayysss. went to my aunt's house. it was ... okay. idk. it was fun but boring. we played pictionary. i got the stupidest things to draw omg. i had to draw a beached whale. yeah. idk. then they started playing charades and me and annie were like kbye and went in the other room and talked on our phones then i fell asleep almost. =P finally got home around 12:30. this morning me and annie went out to breakfast at theo's. then we went to the stables. then starbucks. then i came home and didn't really do anything. layed around watching tv. took a shower and got ready. and nowww i'm going out to dinner and to the movies. =] that is just so you coming back when i've finally moved on ... REPLY

[Friday. November 17th, 2006. 1:26am] so tonight was like a big wake up call for me. i now have a different view on things ... a lot of things. i hate how it can take something bad to make you realize how lucky you really are and who you're real friends are. annie; you're like my sister, my other half, my life. you mean everything to me and there is absolutely NOTHING that could have stopped me from being there with you tonight. REPLY

[Saturday. November 11th, 2006. 1:58am] wow. today was so boring omgggg. i went to the stables. wilson was good. we went to dinner at theo's. annie was like "i think we should go somewhere when i get off work". so i went and picked her up and we thought about going to panera to visit justin, but it was closed. so we went to tim horton's to visit joe. we both burned our mouths on our drinks. =P but anywayyyss; i definately got us home from 11 & stevenson in 10 MINUTES! =] then i just hung out at annie's for a little while talking and what not. then i went to justin's. watched tv. came home. i'm bored out of my mind and i'm definately NOT tired. today was stupid and i hope the rest of the weekend is better. i felt HORRIBLE today. ALL DAY. not sick horrible ... i've just felt all depressed and idk. i hate itttttt. i'm getting my hair dyed//highlighted//cut in the morning! i'm pretty excited about that. =] we'll see how it ends up this time. =/ haha ... goodnight. REPLY

[Friday. November 10th, 2006. 5:44pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | better than me // hinder ] today is so boring. omg. i have nothing to do. i was maybe gonna babysit; but now i'm not. so i'm just gonna go to the stables. and yeah. idk. i'm just not in a good mood lately. i mean yeah i can act like everything's okay and act happy, but idk. lately i just don't feel right i guess. idk ... =/ sometimes i just feel like i care about things and people too much ... or more than i should. idk. dskjfkdsjfaklfja i'm going to the stables. bye. how come i never hear you say i just wanna be with you? REPLY

[Friday. November 10th, 2006. 12:23am] [ mood | bored ] yup. i'm pretty bored right now. nothing too exciting has happened. the MHJA awards banquet is this weekend. i'm getting like 5 awards i think? idk. i'm excited to go. it's sad that the season is over though! =( i don't like school. it's stupid. i don't really do my homework, cuz i really don't care. i feel like i've been really busy lately, but i actually haven't been. idk. me and annie are going down to NC next month. that should be fun! =] things are going absolutely wonderful with justin! =] i love him and he's the best EVER! <3 and yeah; that's about it. kbye. REPLY

[Thursday. September 7th, 2006. 2:45pm] [ mood | confused ] mmk nothing too exciting has happened. i went down to north carolina the other week. that was pretty fun. but it'll be better once they're all moved in and stuff. the house is pretty nice so far (it's still being built kinda) ... and big. i HATE school. going to butcher in the morning is stupid. i have B lunch. and my health class is pretty much all freshman. it sucks. =/ i can't wait til this year is over! today though, i decided i didn't feel like going to cousino, so i went out to lunch with joe and his friend paul. it was pretty fun. READ [ 2 ] REPLY

[Tuesday. August 15th, 2006. 3:26pm] [ mood | happy ] hmm let's see ... so friday i went to the ER twice. i had an allergic reaction to an antibiotic. so first i went in around 7:30 pm. they gave me shots of steroids and benedryl and sent me home with perscriptions for both. then justin came over and we just hung out and watched tv and picked my medicine up. i missed him SOOO much while he was gone! <3 then around 3:30 i woke up and my mom had to take me back into the ER. they gave me another shot, stronger steroids, and another medicine. so it was a pretty long night. saturday i was sooo out of it omg. i slept forever. went to justin's house. he brought me home so i could get ready then he took me to annie's house. i just sat there completely zoned out the whole time. sunday i worked. then slept. then went to the stables. then justin came over. yesterdayy justin took me to the mall so i could get some senior picture outfits. then i came home and got ready. then he took me to the stables. had a lesson at 7:00. it was okay i guess. idk. then we went to olga's then he came over for a little bit. today i had my senior pictures! it was fun. they took a lot. i'm excited to get them back! then my mom and i went to the pantry. then we went to target. and now i have to go to work ... i hate it! it's so boring. but oh well. thennn i'm going over justin's house. =] <3 it's nice that i can finally drive again since i'm not all messed up from the medicine anymore. =] win-a-gin this weekend!!! =] REPLY

[Saturday. August 5th, 2006. 12:06am] soo yeah ... things have been good. went to hunter's run last weekend. didn't do too bad. =P 2 firsts, 2 seconds, 1 third, 2 fourths, and 2 sixths. and champion in intermediate hunter! =] it was fun. north adams @ win-a-gin is in 2 weeks. today i went to mott's end of band camp show thing. it was okay. then i went to justin's house. that was fun. =] but i'm gonna miss him when he's gone next week! =( gotta go to another goodbye party tomorrow. but annie's coming with me so it shouldn't be too bad. REPLY

[Tuesday. July 25th, 2006. 2:26pm] so yeah ... everything's been pretty good lately. wilson's doing better. =] we have hunter's run this weekend ... so that should be fun. i've been hanging out with justin every day. =] on sunday i went to his uncle's house with him and when he came to pick me up he brought me a flower ... i was like aww that's cute. =] oh and i got to jump wilson again yesterday! =] he did pretty good. so we'll see how this weekend goes. annnddd karissa is probably the best cousin in the world. =] and that's about it. i went to a good bye party for my dad on saturday and there's another one next week. they all move down august 12. yeah ... idk. i'm excited to go visit though. =] REPLY

[Saturday. July 8th, 2006. 12:28am] HAPPY BiRTHDAY DAVE!!! <333 18!!! =] REPLY

[Saturday. July 8th, 2006. 12:10am] so i get to windermere ... wilson has a bowed tendon. =( so i can't ride in the show. =( yeah i'm KINDA mad. i'm still gonna go watch though. so i spent most of the day there today. came home and ate dinner and watched tv. DAVE CAME OVER!! =] =] =] thennnn joe and kopitz stopped by haha it was funny. i hadn't really seen joe for a while and justin seems nice. =] but now i'm going to bed cuz i'm probly gonna go to the show all day tomorrow. my poor W ... =( REPLY

[Friday. July 7th, 2006. 1:01am] [ mood | happy ] today was great!!! =] pretty good lesson this morning. talked to dave. =] went out to lunch at the pantry. went to work ... me and pauli are "dating" now hahhaha only annie would get that one =P he's like the funniest guy ever. me, annie, and mike went and got ice cream. went back to her house and watched the office. then ronnie came over. he wrote on my car with chicken tenders from applebees. AND MY DAD IS FLYING HOME THIS WEEKEND! i'm sooo excited!! =] and windermere is this weekend. and tomorrow night i'm going to see dave play! i'm exciteddd. READ [ 2 ] REPLY

[Sunday. July 2nd, 2006. 3:18pm] win-a-gin:: reserve champ in intermediate and special hunter. AND I WON THE MEMORIAL HUNTER CLASSIC!!!! yes, i won money AND A TROPHYYYY!!!! anddd steph qualified for the final medal ride-offs with me ... our little alliance is doing fairly well ;-) pretty good weekend ... friday i had a good lesson. i jumped without holding on to the reins cuz my position over the jumps sucks. thennnn dave called me later. we talked for an hour and a half. =] it was nice. and we're hanging out next friday cuz before he leaves for camp. =( yesterday i slept in until like 12 then laid around ... watched the soccer game ... thennn went to the stables. only rode for like half hour. wilson was pretty good. then i went to the movies with matt. =] we saw click. it was fun. =P then he broke the car. haha. today i worked. we were short a girl, but we weren't that busy so whatever. windermere this weekend!!! i can't wait!! =] REPLY

[Monday. June 19th, 2006. 1:05pm] so summer has been pretty good. tuesday (last day of school) me, ramsay, tony, and my mom went to the pantry. then i forget what i did. then i went to work. then me and ramsay played football in my front yard. then tony came over and we went to coldstone. drove around. went to pickle's house. haha. then came back to my house. worked for a few hours wednesday and thursday. wednesday i also hung out with mary and annie. it was fun. =] friday i had a lesson. it went fairly good. then i went to my dad's house for the weekend. friday night people came over. saturday they had a house showing. my littlest brother and my stepmom were arguing ... it was pretty funny. we went swimming. went out to dinner. sunday we went to my step-grandparents house. but it was kinda sad cuz that was probably my last time at that house. so yeah ... my dad and stepmom are down house shopping right now ... they're looking at some pretty nice houses ... like half million dollar ones ... yeah ... me and ramsay are gonna have fun when we go down there. =] but last night ... okay ... so i go pick up annie and mike. we go to coldstone. then we go to target. we were gonna buy this package of "fireworks" cuz idk, we were bored. so we go up to pay and the lady tells me she needs to see my ID. so i give her my license. then she tells me i'm not old enough to buy them. i was like what? those aren't even like real firworks?! but whatever. so we left and went to cvs ... bought something ... then took a little drive past someone's house. =] yeah it was pretty funny. i have it allll on my phone. =P haha yeah. then we stopped by my house then went to annie's house and played with sparklers. then we started watching napoleon dynamite. it was pretty fun. nowwww i'm pretty bored. and dave's in boston til the day my dad leaves ... yeah. oh well. only like a week so whatever. and i might go to the movies with matt today ... but idk yet ... we'll see ;-) REPLY

[Monday. June 12th, 2006. 11:54am] so ... the weekend was kinda boring ... saturday i went to annie's house. yesterday i worked and studied and slept. dave came over last night!! =] so that made my weekend okay. =] can't wait til tomorrow ... mine and tony's second date haha ... going to the pantry =] =P - ONLY ONE FiNAL LEFT!!!!! =] REPLY

[Friday. June 9th, 2006. 10:08pm] omg ... today was our last day as afternoon kids!! =( the precalc final was pretty easy ... then in physics i signed franz's yearbook again ... and tony signed mine again! =] haha he's my date! then in ids tony taught me how to play unreal tournament or whatever lol =P ACT's again in the morning ... not funnnn ... i just got home from the movies ... it was pretty good =] only 3/4 days left of school!!!!!!!!! =] this summer should be pretty good. =] REPLY

[Wednesday. June 7th, 2006. 3:16pm] hmm haven't updated for a little while ... school's almost over ... finals start tomorrow =/ i'm kinda nervous ... but oh well. nothing too exciting has happened ... well, except friday night ... but uh yeah not going into details there ... too much to write and i don't think everyone really needs to know everything that happened =P haha but yeah probably the best/funniest night ever ;-) i don't really remember the rest of the weekend lol idk ... 20 days til my dad leaves =( i'm actually not that mad though, idk. but i just can't wait until school is done ... hanging out with annie like everyday ... should be pretty fun =] REPLY

[Wednesday. May 31st, 2006. 4:14pm] omg today was pretty good. in IDS ... oh my gosh ... so we're looking through the yearbook ... and we come across ummm ... this one girl's ... picture ... oooh my godd ... tony just starts screaming and freaking out ... for like the rest of the day ... then we show franz ... he's like omg bad trade! bad trade! ... then jeff just bursted out laughing ... haha i love them ... they definately made my day! then we google mapped people's houses ... heh heh ... but seriously though ... the fact that EVERYONE'S reaction when they see that picture is either laughing or going "ewww" "ahhhh" or "eghhh" just makes me laugh =] i mean come on, even my mom laughed! =] haha but anyways ... so my dad is for sure moving. this summer. like, soon. but whatever ... free vacations down there!! can't wait til win-a-gin!! =] REPLY

[Wednesday. May 24th, 2006. 3:07pm] 30 days until WiN-A-GiN!!! =] =] =] REPLY

[Tuesday. May 23rd, 2006. 2:53pm] [ mood | depressed ] This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there’s just one left ‘Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore On my knees, I’ll ask Last chance for one last dance ‘Cause with you, I’d withstand All of hell to hold your hand I’d give it all I’d give for us Give anything but I won’t give up ‘Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay ‘Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing ‘Cause I’m not leaving Hold on to me and never let me go REPLY

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